It wasn't that I wanted to know him now. I wanted to have already known him. I wanted his fears and his desires to have shaped my life. I know this is not love, of course. What it is is a queer feeling of nostalgia for an impossible future, for what can never be. That's fantasy. Love is different. #desires, #fantasy, #fears, #future, #i-want-to-know-you, #impossible, #impossible-future, #know, #known, #love, #love-warps-the-mind-a-little, #nostalgia, #queer, #shaped-my-life, #want, #what-can-never-be

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