Sitting here... black and blue
Trying to let it sink in
Trying to let it soak through
The ink on paper...
The spill you caused staining my canvas when you told me yesterday that you felt we needed to go our separate ways
I am not going to lie, it took me by surprise
It wounded me so much but I refuse to cry...
I am not going to try to convince you to stay
You say you want to leave,
Well there is the door...
You are free to go, remember to close it on your way
But before you go, there is one thing I would like to know
What am I suppose to do without you?
What am I suppose to do when I have spent all these years building my world around you
I have given you the best of me and all you have left me with is this spill
This mess to clean up...
The sad part is I love you still...
I thought you said you would never leave me...
I thought you said you would never break my heart
All these broken promises...
I guess everything was all a lie on your part
As I meant every word I said...
I meant it when I said I would love you till the end.
And don’t try to blame your decision on love...
As love could never hurt me, you are the one who is causing harm to me...
But just know this I will smile again...
And be sure before you close that door because if you decide to come back
I wont be here waiting...
